1. Tera Terra and the Plasma Mullets - "Plasma Mullet"
2. Lightning Bolt - "The Faire Folk"
3. TV On The Radio - "Robots"
4. Grouper - "Second Wind Zombie Skin"
5. OOIOO - "ATS"
6. Cyriak - "No More Memory"
7. X Japan - "Art of Life"
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This episode dives deep into my old hard drives for music I listened to (and somehow acquired) from 2002-2008, a period of time before I knew what Facebook was, before the Internet became something to escape from, and was itself the escape from the rest of the world. With the infinity of the Internet at my fingertips, I tried to soak up as much as I could about anything I could find. Hours spent looking up bands, random obsessions, anime fandoms, obscure facts and happenings—the internet had it all. This period of time begins before I knew what social media was. My parents got me a computer for my 12th birthday, and later that Christmas, a CD burner. This led me away from chat rooms and into the world of P2P programs, where a majority of this episode was uncovered. If I couldn't find songs hosted on websites, I turned to whatever program I was using at the time (I think the longest-running for me were Shareaza and Limewire). Once the P2P well dried up, I turned to music blogs, which took me back through the browser/looking glass and into the wild west of the Internet. I made a lot of internet friends this way, and less so once I actually joined social networks. My first was MySpace, then Live Journal (it's usually the other way around for people, I think), and then Facebook. From that point on, things took a turn for the worst. I am thankful that I was able to shape my tastes and creative values before they were directly tied to metrics and marketing. Let's talk about the music I played today.
The opening track, "Plasma Mullet" by Tera Terra and the Plasma Mullets, is a joke song by a joke band formed by Linde, Burton and Mige of the goth-rock group HIM. I was a big fan of HIM leaving junior high and heading into high school. So much so that I looked up every last bit of information I could about the band, pouring over personal information about the members that somehow made it onto the most intrepid of fan websites. Somewhere in that wormhole, I found many of their side projects, most of which involved the vocalist Ville Valo, but every so often, a project would pop up that involved less visible members of the band. This was one of them. I know nothing else about it's creation, or what became of TTPM group, but if I were to hazard a guess, I'd say this was recorded sometime between their albums Razorblade Romance and Deep Shadows & Brilliant Highights, at which point they were already huge stars in Europe and could basically do whatever they wanted with themselves in their free time.
Lightning Bolt - "The Faire Folk"
I first heard about LB through some friends in high school. I was invited to hang out at one of their houses and one of the older kids pulled out a live DVD of the band and the scene was unlike anything I'd ever seen: a man wearing a home-made mask with a microphone built into it slamming on a drumkit while seated in front of a tall bass amp, a bass player standing next to him, looking unusually calm considering that they are surrounded by a mass of thrashing people, torn between watching the band and letting themselves swirl into oblivion like the beings in Fantastic Planet. Later, once I'd dived into music blogs around 2010, one blogger I followed posted that he was selling some records to make some money and included a list of everything for sale. I ordered several choice LPs, but the ones that actually arrived were Liars' Drums Not Dead, Pre's Epic Fits, Woods' At Rear House & Songs of Shame, and Lightning Bolt's Wonderful Rainbow. From there on out, I dove headfirst into LB's terribly magical world.
TV On The Radio - "Robots"
This is an early demo from the band's first release, the OK Calculator EP, which the band (at the time a duo of Tunde Adebimpe and Dave Sitek) recorded on a four-track and left at random places, never assuming it would amount to much. It still hasn't, but the band itself has grown into a beautiful thing over the past 16 years, and it's always nice to look back at your goofy origins. Every band has them.
Grouper - "Second Wind Zombie Skin"
I first heard about Grouper from a Fun Fun Fun Fest lineup, back in 2009-2010—I forget which. I heard Way Their Crept and dug up everything I could on them. I never got to see them play at FFFF, so I wouldn't learn they were a solo project for at least another 5-6 years. By this point I was starting to keep a special eye out for music that leaned more avant-garde than anything else.
OOIOO - "ATS"
I forget exactly when, but one day I came across a lot of different Japanese artists, Boredoms, Merzbow, Boris, and OOIOO being the most notable, and tried to track down all of their music. Their styles were all so different and radical that I was consumed with learning as much as I could about them. It took me a long time to wrap my head around their music, especially with no real understanding of music outside of it's traditional forms of execution (including punk, metal, and so on).
Cyriak - "No More Memory"
This fucking song. I must have watched this compilation of Cyriak's animation work a million times. In the early days of YouTube, this video went viral and made it onto thousands upon thousands of computer screens, simultaneously scarring people and leaving them with this golden earworm to coat the disturbance. I have little to say about this track that the video couldn't say for itself, so here you go:
X Japan - "Art of Life"
After drifting away from my obsession with HIM, in high school, I became obsessed with this band. After hearing about them from a friend in high school who was knee-deep in the world of Visual Kei, I looked up all their releases, downloaded as many videos as I could find, and put them on almost every mix CD I made for myself in high school up until my Junior year. Not only did they rock harder than most of the American bands I knew, I was also captivated by the way they pushed the ambiguity of their gender to new visual heights, turning them into figures beyond the world's binary, hetero-normative comprehension. This was an entirely new idea to me at 16. Looking back and knowing what I know now, I believe that a large part of their art, specifically from the influence of bandleader, drummer, and primary songwriter Yoshiki, is influenced by a non-binary perspective, in all of it's joy as well as it's suffering. It's with this in mind that I look back at this particular song today. It is a meditation on life as a challenge, and unfolds in appropriately epic fashion. The track has a second meaning to me (it's original meaning before I knew more about the gender spectrum as a young person) and that is as a tribute to the band's fallen lead guitar wizard, Hideto Matsumoto (shortened to "hide") who took his own life in 1998, bringing an immensely successful solo career to a startling close. The band still plays footage of him playing along with them at their concerts and even lets him handle some of the key solos, with guitarists Pata and Sugizo backing him up on rhythm and harmonies, and I think that's pretty cool. If you want to see them play this epic monster of a song, look no further:
(hint: Hide's got the biggest hair of the bunch)
I credit today's theme to Wrong Box, a computer game created by Molly Soda and Aquma, which plays heavily with 2000s internet nostalgia in a way that deeply impacted me. So much so that it made me think back to that time, when things were simpler—or perhaps, complicated in a way I was not aware of yet. It was a period of time where ignorance was the price for bliss by way of exposure to new information. Not knowing something meant you still had the opportunity to know it, at some point, and that possibility meant a lot to me. It filled me with wonder. I felt that same wonder (and possibly fear, let's be real) while playing Wrong Box. I think the fear may have been associated with the quiet and abstract nature of the game, which reminded me of those early jump-scare websites that led you down simple puzzles to a brief flash of something terrifying paired with a shrieking sound cue or something like that. But that never happened, and I completed the game despite my fears because I wanted to see where it went, my curiosity was piqued, and at the end, my ignorance was rewarded with bliss. A rush of feelings, things I hadn't felt in a long time. Play the game if you can, and be sure to pay for it.
- A
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